its been a month

wow, its been a month since i posted here. i've been busy with nothing. hahaha... hmmm let me see what happened to me in the past month....

my father's brother, reynaldo died last may 16 (Philippine Time). though he was suffering for almost a year because of cancer, it still came to me in shocked. the thought of death came again in me. why there should be death? anyways, i need to accept the cycle of life. that there is a beginning and ending. anyways, i'm still lucky enough to have memories with tio nald. i'll miss his face, his smiles, and laughters.

hhhmmm what else happened to me in a month's time? oh, got sick and still sick. my foot is killing me with pain... and its swollen. hayyzz... is it because of old age.... naaaaaaaaahhhh! hhhhmmmppp!

wait even there were bad things happened, there are few good things happened too... like the celebration of the birthday of... aaaahhhheeemmmm.... i can't mention the name here, he might know it. heheheh... good feeling... =)

see yah next time... i just hope it won't take a month again.

my prayers

yesterday, may 13, 2009, was one of the days of my life. got an entangled day. why did i say it was entangled? it is because of few untoward incidents happened.

here's the story:

a week ago, a friend called me and told me that the position that i was waiting to be opened in one of the national government agency here in olongapo has been open for application. i wanted to apply to that position since the day i've learned that it is already vacant. it made me interested to apply for greener pasture and career move.

after learning it, i didn't prepare the papers needed to apply until last tuesday. so i was already cramming because the deadline for submitting the requirements is on may 15 and i still need to pass the requirements at their regional office in pampanga. so as i prepare the papers needed, i couldn't find my copy of transcript. whew! i looked it at the folder where i remembered i put it in. but to no avail. hhhhmmmm, maybe i left it at the office. the next day, i looked it at my table in my office, but still to no avail. i wanted to cry but i couldn't because my officemates might ask me why am i crying.

lunch break came. i decided to went home for lunch to look again. but still, i couldn't find it. then that was the time i started to cry. while i was crying, i started to pray. i cried as i prayed. i even told to the Lord that why is it happening? i really poured out all my heart's desire in my prayer. then i looked again in the folder that i remembered where i put it. in a second, i saw it in the same folder. i really couldn't believe but i know God showed it to me.

i thank the Lord for showing it to me. =)

its my day today

yes, it's my 41st birthday today, may 2, 2009. am not doing something special today. i'll just stay home and be with my computer the whole day. hehehe.

God's creations in sisiman, mariveles, bataan

this was taken last march 29, 2009 at sisiman, mariveles, bataan. the views amazed me so much. it made me appreciate God more. =)

Strange thing happened

Last Thursday, April 2, 2009, something strange happened to me. 2 unidentified men went to our office and looked for me. They approached me as it seems they knew me. They asked me if I know a person named Jo Roman. I said no. They asked me if someone gave me a pizza during lunch. I said no. One of the two men said they were fooled by certain Jo Roman in the amount of two thousand pesos. I was surprised by their revelation that someone used my name. I got angry. What I did, i scrutinized them with questions regarding the incident. They just met Jo Roman the day before and they already gave two thousand pesos. Jo Roman even slept in their house. A stranger slept in their house?! Wow!

But as I asked them questions, I already clarified to them that I was not involved in that incident to the point I even don't know the person. My office mates got scared of the incident and called me. They thought those people might just fooled me for money.

Realizing of what happened, I don't know who fooled who. They might even fooled me if am not a fast thinker of the situation.

After realization, tears got down from my eyes. Thinking I might be a victim. Thinking of how my office mates care for me. Thinking there might be a bigger incident coming that I should be more aware of my surroundings. All these thoughts made me pray to the Lord, thanked the Lord and asked more Divine Guidance.

The True Church of Christ: The Centennial Committee Chairmen

The True Church of Christ: The Centennial Committee Chairmen

bakit pa?

ilang araw na akong balisa ng kakaisip sa iyo. ewan ko ba kung bakit ang ilang segundong pagkikitang muli ay parang isang malaking bagyo ang dumaan at hindi ko malimutan.

kung iisipin, dalawampung taon na tayong hindi nagkikita. bagamat masasabi kong hindi rin naman ako huli sa ilang mga balita tungkol sa iyo. (salamat sa mga taong alam na magkakilala tayo.) alam ko na ikaw ay nagkapamilya na. nuong narinig ko yun, tuwa ang naramdaman ko. alam ko rin na ikaw me mabigat na katungkulan sa iyong pananampalataya. alam ko rin na suplado ka pa rin (kelan ba hindi? hehehe!) mga ilang bagay na nung narinig ko ay nakapagpangiti sa akin, tanda na tanggap ko na hindi tayo magkapalad.

ngunit hindi ko inaasahan na muli tayong magkikita. ilang saglit lang, ngunit mabigat ang naging epekto sa akin. nakita ko ang magandang pagbabago sa iyo. bagamat nakita ko pa rin ang pagiging suplado mo. ang iyong istilo ng pakikitungo sa akin ay naroon pa rin. ngunit iba na ngayon kasi kapwa tayong me mga sariling landas ng tinahak. ngunit para sa akin, sana isang landas lang ang ating natahak. isang panghihinayang.

bakit pa nga ba tayo nagkita? nasaktan lang ako. nakita ko ang mga mali sa tinahak kong landas. sana hindi na tayo muling nagkita.